Stupefying Illusions

"Lulled by a stupefying illusions, the world is asleep in the cradle of infancy, dreaming away the hours."
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My name is Dirah. I had live in this world for fifteen years. I certainly interested in common hobbies such as reading books, taking photos and writing a journal. I blow the candles every 28th of March. Currently residing in Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day. I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see. I love life because what more is there, and I do not regret one moment of my life. I never regret at all. I have a simple philosophy; Fill what’s empty. Empty what’s full. Scratch where it itches.

Though, find me at Flickr, Tumblr, and Twitter.

Date: Thursday, February 24, 2011.
Title: Loving is the hardest part.
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Do you know how much I love you? Do you ever realize that I always looking into your eyes whenever we are talking to each other? I thought that you ever feel the same way like I do. Everything was wasted, and nothing. Seriously, it's nothing. You know what, this is a big disappointed for me. It's upsetting when I know you're already in love with someone else.

You're probably forgot what I've whispered to you, you might think it's just a joke. I'm not joking, I'm seriously in love with you but what should I do now? I've lost everything I had.

I've received a message from him just now, he said "Dirah, I just treat you like my sister. Not more than that. So please, I already in love." All of the sudden, the scars in my heart getting wide open. Do you ever feel like that? Fuck you man, I fucking hate you. You broke my heart, you're trying to mess with the situation. You're so fucking asshole, motherfucker.

Enjoying listening this songs even I'm not in a mood though still I can refresh back my mind by listening to this songs. So, enjoy and listen to it.

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